I have become more aware of this weight that I carry. It’s a weight I carry every where I go. Every minute of everyday. Its hard to describe. Most people […]...

I have noticed that everytime I have sat down in the last few weeks I have wanted to start my posts with, “this has been so challenging.” The last few […]...

This weekend is tough. I miss her big. I miss her always but today my heart can’t quite get back to the normal pace. I just knew something was wrong […]...

It’s Friday, and it’s a birthday week in our house. We cherish every birthday. We learned how quickly all that can change. Fridays are always hard. I miss her everyday […]...

All because…Our family has had some changes recently. Good changes. My sister had her first child. A beautiful little baby girl! I am learning with every life change,big or small, […]...

This year of grief has been challenging to say the least. As we faced the year of seconds without our Melina our hearts are learning this is our forever. Our […]...

This Thanksgiving has been a new type of torture. See it’s no longer the first. It’s not the new normal. It’s just the normal. Two girls on this Earth with […]...

Melina, Baby girl there are so many thing I can say. In the end though it is all the same. I just miss you. My heart breaks everyday for the […]...

Today I woke up to birthday week. This was a week Melina started all on her own. I have always been big on birthdays but our Melina made them over […]...

Amazement/ HateNow those are two words you just don’t put together. Yet I feel like that’s where I am stuck at times. Talk about confusion, but that’s my heart. One […]...