Miss You
How can you express how much you miss someone when the one person you want to say it to you cant. I can’t send the text. I can’t leave the […]...
September
This month can be a weight. It is a constant reminder of the underfunding of pediatric cancer research. It has taken me a long time to accept the cancer word […]...
A Lot
This summer has been a lot. A lot of good. A lot of sad. A lot change. My heart is all over the place. Which I’m starting to accept as […]...
Waves
Some people say grief is like waves. Some times it catches you off guard. Sometimes you can see it coming. Other times you brace until the moment passes. While this […]...
A Weight
I have become more aware of this weight that I carry. It’s a weight I carry every where I go. Every minute of everyday. Its hard to describe. Most people […]...
Flooded with Memories
I have noticed that everytime I have sat down in the last few weeks I have wanted to start my posts with, “this has been so challenging.” The last few […]...
Last Holiday
This weekend is tough. I miss her big. I miss her always but today my heart can’t quite get back to the normal pace. I just knew something was wrong […]...
Friday and Birthday Week
It’s Friday, and it’s a birthday week in our house. We cherish every birthday. We learned how quickly all that can change. Fridays are always hard. I miss her everyday […]...
All Because…
All because…Our family has had some changes recently. Good changes. My sister had her first child. A beautiful little baby girl! I am learning with every life change,big or small, […]...
Wishing a Joyful New Year
This year of grief has been challenging to say the least. As we faced the year of seconds without our Melina our hearts are learning this is our forever. Our […]...