All Because…

All because…Our family has had some changes recently. Good changes. My sister had her first child. A beautiful little baby girl! I am learning with every life change,big or small, […]...

Wishing a Joyful New Year

This year of grief has been challenging to say the least. As we faced the year of seconds without our Melina our hearts are learning this is our forever. Our […]...

Memories

This Thanksgiving has been a new type of torture. See it’s no longer the first. It’s not the new normal. It’s just the normal. Two girls on this Earth with […]...

Happy Birthday

Melina, Baby girl there are so many thing I can say. In the end though it is all the same. I just miss you. My heart breaks everyday for the […]...

Birthday Week

Today I woke up to birthday week. This was a week Melina started all on her own. I have always been big on birthdays but our Melina made them over […]...

Amazement/Hate

Amazement/ HateNow those are two words you just don’t put together. Yet I feel like that’s where I am stuck at times. Talk about confusion, but that’s my heart. One […]...

September Ends

As this month comes to an end, A month that is dedicated to raising awareness to pediatric cancer I can’t help but think. We have been living in this for […]...

Pediatric Cancer

It is almost impossible for me at times to wrap my head around the fact that Melina had cancer. I know Melina had a pediatric brain tumor. I know what […]...

Keep Moving Forward

The last few weeks I can’t seem to bounce back. I have keep going but my heart has just hurt. I know it’s kindergarten and it’s crushing. All she ever […]...

Too Much

What is too much? Grief is a lot. Grief is a feeling that you get so lost in. You don’t know up from down, you just know it hurts. A […]...